I'm so depressed
Nothing I've planned worked
Not even my spontaneity
I'm broken
And it's only the 15th day
not even the half way
still missing 25 days of rest
without putting the foot on the ground
I'm tired of my nutricionist diet
I'm tired of being lay down
Of watching tv
I'm tired of not making ANY plans
I realized I was even addicted to the medicine for pain
And it could be abstinence effect
Tired of feeling pain
And lonely
and still I don't want to see anyone
Feeling pity
Can't go to the parlor
And I don't feel like dressing up with my leg in plaster
I hate having a shower with one leg
And even more have to pee all the time
I can not even describe all things passing through me
The feelings
And hit the botton and I have impossible dreams
That I want to follow
Like a distance flash of hope (a glow of distante light)
Create a new passion
And redyscover an antique dream
Explode this version and invent a new deal for me
Explode the words and meanings
And the world as I know
I want it to rain
I want it to rain
I want it to rain
To justify
